Day 11 in Bristol (22 of sept)

I was having my dinner with my mother.
We talked about how it would be when she has went back to M'sia.
When I started to think about this, I cant hold back my tears. My tears roll down while I was having my dinner in the restaurant. How weak am I?
But I have to admit that, I really cant imagine my life without my mother.
haiz, should be miserable.

Like my mom always say,
in college I always have my bf to accompany me that I wont feel any bit of loneliness surroundning me.

BUT HERE,
I am leave alone...
no family no bf not even a single close friend........

That's why I keep telling myself to mix around with my coursemate. Hoping that I can be part of their group. But somehow, people will still forget you when they have any plans to do.
I cant blame them as they are already one group by themselves while studying in M'sia.

Let's hope my prayers will help me to overcome all these probs